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Depression and self harm
You are a girl. A 'nerd' and a 'freak. You're the girl everybody taunts. You
always ask yourself what you did to deserve the torment. You never seem to get an
answer.
You scream over and over to the God you may or may not believe in. Why did you
make me this way. Why would you make me somebody everybody hates so much!? Why did
he make you somebody so...so ugly. You let your mind wonder everyday of every week
of every month of every year.
One day,you wake up. The day seems like all the others,but one thing is different.
You feel dead. You feel heavy and it seems like a chore to live. But despite that
you pull yourself out of bed. You brush your hair. You dress in long sleeves and
jeans every day despite how hot it may be,hiding scars on your legs and arms.
People question you and you reply that you're only cold. They accept it and move
on with their happy day.
Moving along you pulled up your sleeve,locked in your room. You pull out a razor
you got off your pencil sharpener. nobody notic
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Zemyx Day Poem
We met as mere strangers in the place
But at the age of 3,I knew the case
We were meant to become friends
To be that way until the end
I'd learned his name was Demyx
If my mind was a book he'd be in the index
He was sweet and kind to me all the time
Sometimes I wondered if it were a crime
He had blond hair and jade eyes
He could catch any eyes as he walked by
He was 2 years older than me
But neither of us cared as long as we had glee
We were always together,both day and night
So often it sometimes gave our parents fright
He used to care for me when I was ill
And also walk with me up the small hill
As we grew older we became closer
I remmeber he had helped me recover
I'd had a serious disease I no longer remember
All I know is I'd been ready to surrender
At ages 13 and 15 he'd began to not hold my hand
I figured he was too cool once he joined a band
I was saddened at the loss of that contact
But I kept my emotionless facade in tact
Months passed and his band became known
It scared me th
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Sokai Valentine's Day for Rissa
Sora sighed as he watched a crowd of girls walk by his locker.In
the center of the crowd was the target of his affections.Kairi.A
girl new to the school and instantly pushed to the top of the social
ladder.This made Sora nervous.
Really,he thought he had no chance.He was that emo guy with lip
piercings,and his ear pierced.he had black lip rings in the style
of Snake Bites on his lip and in his ear was a small black cross.
He wore a black leather jacket with tight skinny jeans.Yeah,he
may be sexy but he still had no chance.
He was a freak and...she was so...perfect.But Valentine's Day
was coming up so he'd try to gain her affection like most other
guys would do,but he had a plan.He'd use his best ability to get
get attention.His ability to remain in the shadows until he wanted
people to see him.
So he started writing the first step to his plan,smiling his
charming mischif filled smile while sitting in his study hall.
When the bell rang he stuffed the heart shaped note into his pocket
an
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Literature
Marching chapter 1 Zemyx
Marching
warning:guy love!
Zexion walked in on the first day of Summer Band.He'd just
moved to the town and decided to join a musical group.He
played a few instruments,Trombone,Flute,Clarinet,once he'd
played the chimes,and quite a few more.
He carried his trombone case,his blue-ish hair covered half
his face.It was only the bangs and it brushed his shoulder.
Then the back of his hair was short.He had on black converse
high tops,loose black jeans and a simple dark blue t-shirt
with white lining and a v-neck.
He walked inside and the Band director came up to him,"You
must be the new trombonist.How many years expierence?"
He thought,"I started in 5th grade and now im in my second
year of high school....so...6 years?"
She nodded and ushered him over,"Good,you'll be a useful
player.Trombones are all over there."
She pointed to a group of preppy looking people in a corner
and Zexion let out a breath.If he was going to survive band,
he'd have to deal with them.
He shifted the dark bag covere
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Wow. It's been so long. Holy shit. Hi. God damn. I'm 17 now. I was Flotsam in the little mermaid. I cosplay Minnie Mouse now. I'm trying to decide my next cosplay. How are you guys? Woah.
  • Listening to: never surrender
  • Reading: harry potter book 3
  • Watching: ...youtube videos
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts II
  • Eating: pizza
  • Drinking: diet drop red

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Breezy aka Zexy
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
my two major couples are zemyx and sokai.lately,I have had an amazing zemyx art streak,since Zexion is who i draw most XD I FIRST drew him as a hamster,but there are some hair glitches XD at first i didn't MEAN to draw zexion,but it turned into him :)
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kingpin1055 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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:iconflyingheartsplz:Happy Birthday my friend! by TheGalleryOfEve:iconflyingheartsplz:
I hope you have a GREAT day!!! :iconcheerplz:
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sokailover Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks :)
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Happy Birthday sis!
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pupluv1995 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2013  Student General Artist
I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back.
I asked, "why?"
The angel said, "angels don't watch over angels."
Twenty one angels are IN your world.
Ten of them are sleeping, Ten are playing, one is reading this message.
Send this to ten friends including me.
I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies someone you love will quietly surprise you.
Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says it's over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the bast day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send this to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard
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poofy98 Featured By Owner May 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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miivy Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back. I asked, "why?" The angel said, "angels don't watch over angels."Twenty one angels are IN your world. Ten of them are sleeping, ten are playing, and one is reading this message. Send this to ten friends including me. I guess if I dont get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies someone you love will quietly surprise you. Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two BIG things tonight in your favor. DROP everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send this to 14 friends in 10 minutes. Its not that hard
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sokailover Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
^^ btw,how ya been?
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